This past weekend was probably one of the most amazing weekends I've had the priviledge of being a part of at our church. Some of you may have seen "Cardboard Testimonies," (if not, you can check it out on youtube, and hopefully soon I will be ably to post the video of ours on my blog.) We did a lot of planning (Thanks, Sunny!) and a lot of people wrangling (that was me). Our media director made an awesome video intro, AND set us up with IMAG so that we could magnifiy and display the cardboard images big enough for the entire auditorium to see, and the band did a GREAT job with a song that I thought fit perfectly called "I Asked You For Life." The sound was awesome, and the vocals too. It was a TEAM effort, and an experience I won't ever forget!
Towards the beginning of the worship set, a friend and I were in the back watching our people sing and she said, "I see that people are singing, but what would it take to have them really ENGAGE?" I thought about that for a moment.. You see, that is part of what our team is called to do, to make it easy for others to connect with God. To model the way WE connect, and to encourage them to do the same. When you do this week after week, sometimes it can feel like some people just don't get it. The comment was still swimming in my head in between services as I had a conversation with someone who is struggling with the decision of where to go to church. He said that part of the reason that he could not decide is because he wants to attend our church, but that his wife feels that we are too "polished, too big, too rehearsed," and therefore she feels that we are not "real." There was a time when I would have become defensive about that comment, but I did not. I felt no need to be, because I know that I have never felt more known, more loved, been held more accountable, and had more people willing to speak truth to me, than in this place.
The end of the service was drawing near as I headed in for the Cardboard Testimonies portion, and during the first few moments, it hit me like a ton of bricks.. As our people set aside their pride and walked out alone on stage in front of the entire congregation revealing where thay had been without Jesus, and then what He has done in them, I realized.. this was WORSHIP! These people were modeling their gratitude and praise to God, and our people were ENGAGED! And as far a being "real," I was overwhelmed with tears as I saw our people reflecting joy, humility, courage, and sacrifice. It doesn't get any more real than that!