I wonder if it hurts God when we take credit for the things that He does in our lives, and ignore the fact that we are nothing without Him.
I wonder what the world would be like if we would truly die to ourselves and truly live for Christ. I wonder if that is even humanly possible.
I wonder why He keeps blessing me in spite of my selfishness and lack of trust.
I wonder if we will ever be able to comprehend His love.. a love that NEVER fails.. a love that gives, and most times receives next to nothing in return.
I wonder why He did what He did for someone like me.
I wonder what my Heavenly Father will ask me when I am with Him face to face.. about what I have done with all that He has given me. Actually.. I have a very good idea of what He will ask me, and I wonder if it's too late, and if I have time to turn things around so that I can make Him proud with my answer.
"Father, help me to remember, that I gain NOTHING if I have not love. Help me to be patient and kind in all matters. Help me to live with your will and purpose as my priority. I will give You all of the glory. Continue to strip me of the ugliness that this world not only tolerates, but encourages. I will not let pride, anger, or jealousy reside in my heart. I want more of you, and the things that are of You. Amen."